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WELL!
My day.. sucked. Horribly. But then it got better...
You might remember me making a topic last Saturday about how I was depressed during school. Well it happened again today. In the same exact class.
Theatre III is, by far, my favorite class ever. I know everyone.
But I've been horribly depressed in that class twice now. WHY? >_<
Anyways... The first time I was down no one really seemed to notice (mainly cuz we were in the auditorium and majorly spread out.)
Today was different though.. We were in the class, but most of us were in the hall working on a scene we have to perform next week.
I was just sitting there, not even caring. I started to get all sad and started thinking bad and depressing thoughts, so I put my head down, cuz I felt like I was about to cry.
The teacher noticed, and came over. He sat down next to me. AND THE FOLLOWING WAS SAID
Mr. Faulks: Brendan? You seem down..
Me: I am...
Mr. Faulks: Is it something you need to talk about?
Me: ...
Mr. Faulks: ...
Me: ...
Mr. Faulks: Would it be better if I left you alone..?
Me: probably...
so Mr. Faulks went back to his desk...
I put my head down again, and a very close friend who's dear to me came over to my desk. I've known her since 6th grade.. Anyways.. She tapped me on the shoulder and I just sorta looked up at her before putting my head back down. She didn't say anything, but after a moment she gave me a hug. After that she went back to her scene partner.
A little bit later she came back and tapped my shoulder again. She handed me a sheet of paper (her voice was shot, so she couldn't really talk.). The paper said:
"Text me if you EVER need something. I'm here for you. =) "
the paper also had her number on it, but I'm not gonna post it. >_>
After handing me the paper she walked off again. I folded it up and put it in my pocket.
Towards the end of class I was still just sitting there. She came back over and kneeled down in front of my desk so that she was slightly below my eye level.
she tried getting me to talk about what got me down, but I couldn't really respond. Why? Becuase I had no idea WHAT had me depressed. It was a bunch of things I guess, but I couldn't pinpoint one exact problem..
So after talking a little bit she hugged me again. Class ended and I went to Multimedia.
by the time I got to Multimedia, I was feeling a bit better, because people finally tried helping me out I guess. I dunno..
A little ways into class I texted her. Here's the convo we had..
Me: Hey..
Her:Hey you. Are you okay?
Me: I'm a bit better... I just wanted to thank you. I needed someone to say they were there for me. I was starting to think nobody cared.
Her: I'll always be there for you hun. I've known you forever now.
Me: Thanks.. I'll always be there for you too.

Her: I know hun. So mind if I ask what's going on?
Me: Well it's a lot of things. I'm not even sure what exactly.. I've just been in some random depression
Her: Well I've been going through a lotta bullshit...
Me: Like what?
Her: Like me and -name- broke up.
Me: I'm sorry to hear that.. Any particular reason why?
Her: No. He decided to be a fucking ass to me.
Me: That's awful.
Her: Yeah, I know. So now I'm messed in the head and all this bull. And... Yeah...
Me: I hate to see you sad.. If there's anything I can do, please let me know.
Her: It's cool..
Me: Well I hope you can find true happiness someday.
Her: Me too.
Me: Hopefully I can too.
Her: Of course!
Me: Thanks again. ^_^
Her: Anytime.
that conversation made me feel even better. after multimedia I went to Pre-Cal and got a shitload of homework like usual. Then I went to Best Buy after school. Went home after that.
So yeah.. That was my day.